~☆☆Probotz Melancholy Melody☆☆~

Sunday, January 24, 2010

{ 雨爱 - <杨丞琳> }

窗外的天氣就像是你多變的表情下雨了
雨陪我哭泣看不清我也不想看清
離開你我安靜的抽離無人揭曉的劇情
我的淚流在心裡學會放晴

聽雨的聲音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴滲入我的愛裡
真希望雨能下不停
讓想念繼續讓愛變透明
我愛上給我勇氣的Rainie Love

窗外的淚滴一滴滴累積
屋內的濕氣像儲存愛你的記憶
真希望雨能下不停
雨愛的秘密讓你去延續
我相信我就會看到彩虹的漣漪

3:00 PM

~My Melancholy~

Saturday, May 02, 2009

{ IS BODY ACHE A EXCUSE TO GET REALLY SCOLDED LIKE THAT??? }

I HAVE NO CLUE TO WAT MY FATHER IS THINKING. HIS BAD TEMPER IS REALLY MAKING ME ANGRY FOR SOME REASON. I FULL BODY ACHE DUE TO MOVING OF STUFFS AND WANTED MEDICINE TO APPLY FOR THE MUSCLE RELAXATION. AND WAT THE FUCK, HE SCOLDED ME SAYING I GIVING EXCUSES FOR NT EXERSICING. BUT PPL REALLY BODY ACHING AND HE STILL SCOLD ME. WAT IS HE THINKING. NEVER THOUGHT OF MY FEELING. EVERYTIME SCOLD ME FOR THE REASONS I AM NOT SUPPOSE TO BE SCOLDED. WAT IS THIS????

HE THINK I DON WAN TO GO??? I REALLY BODY ACHING. HOW COME HE IS LIKE THIS. I DON UNDERSTAND ANYMORE. 11th JUNE PLS COME FASTER. I WANT TO BE AWAY FROM ALL THIS SCOLDINGS. I ALMOST CANNOT TAKE IT LE. NO ONE BELIEVE ME ANY LONGER.

A memory forgotten, a love left unsaid. The wish to be loved, but seems impossible

HIAZ. WAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING.... STRESS OVER WORK, FAMILY AND ALOT MORE. CAN I REALLY HANDLE ALL THIS STRESS. I MEAN CAN I? NOW HE IS REPEATING AND REPEATING THE SCOLDING. HIAZ I REALLY FEEL THAT I SHOULD BE DEAF SOON IF THIS KEEP ON.

6:35 PM

~My Melancholy~

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

{ Me }

1 month no blog liao, bad boi. haha. Geing everyday.

So Today at 11.30pm like that, my troat started to feel funny, like something is stuck there. i try coughing, but found blood patches instead.ouch, still feel something leh . aiyo, wat is happening!!!! why me!!!! 11pm ate ice cream with biskits....... isit their fault?

GE, Join CQ. Love Them Very Much

NCS, Work stable, rushing the program again

my laptop: sudden crash of VS 2005, thinking of uping RAM

Ext. HDD: both Full liao, How?

Age: 20years and 3 days old, Start with digit 2 liao

life: okok but above happen, hiaz

12:12 AM

~My Melancholy~

Friday, February 20, 2009

{ FLU FRIDAY }

YOZ~

Down with a flu yesterday! Been having bad cough since sat. seems like tonite chalet i will have to skip it once again. Sry Telco Team.

Mission to be fulfilled even with FLU

- go to kwang yin ma miao to do the "returning and borrowing money"

- settle my university bills by ATM and Debit

- to clear my HDD from junks

- to have enough sleep

fulfilling in progress. E.T.A to task 1 is 4 hrs (reaching there 3.30pm is my max)

10:51 AM

~My Melancholy~

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

{ Wednesday! {MELTED BATTERY CASE} }

The Melted Battery Case

I was at home on wednesday and i am blogging this to tell you all about the case that i have seen today.

2.30pm: I reach home after playing at hougang mall a 1 hr game of maxi tune 3DX. from story 66 - 78 ouch juz good i buy the $5 for 8 play package.

2.45pm: Sat down to watch High School Musical 3 that i have bought(quite worth)

3pm: search for the remote control

3.05pm: remote not working, so open the battery to see

few seconds after 3.06pm: SHOCKING!!!!! they are melted i think as it is wet

3.07pm: took them out and see.

3.08pm: felt as though is melted so put back

3.09pm: tried again, its working!

so i watched

6pm: DUE TO ME A FORGETFUL KID, I NEVER WASH MY HAND AND TOOK A BREAD TO EAT and i was like "WHAT THE HELL! DID I WASH MY HANDS WHEN I EAT ????" i quickly spit out the remaining bread, rinse my mouth with water.

man, wat was i doing!!!!

i read on the web that it is fatal to sollow battery! so isit the liquid in it that is toxic? or isit the thing that wrap the battery toxic? AHHHHH~~~

WHY WHY DID I NOT WASH MY HANDS!!!!!!!! i wish that nthing is going to happen to me!

The main symptoms of alkaline battery poisoning may include: severe pain in the mouth, inability to breathe due to the throat swelling shut, severe pain in the throat, severe abdominal pain, diarrhea, vomiting, drooling, rapid drop in blood pressure and collapse.

6:39 PM

~My Melancholy~

Sunday, February 15, 2009

{ Another Sunday that i don want!!!!!!!! }

Sunday, people think that this day of the week is for relax from a week of work. For me, the day of the wek where my life is miserable. Stress day, why?

Sunday.....

1. the cry of fear in me yern someone to save me

2. the shout of a angered man where i dunno when i agitated him

3. the fear to live everyday, preventing the shout

Every week.... i tell myself that sunday please end fast and may monday come. I starting to think that i kind of wand sunday to be skipped and goes straight to monday. Living in fear may be gone. Or i want Sunday, with a job for me to do so i will be at home doing nothing and fear for my life.

IPP OVER, no more work for 1 week. i want 23rd to come quickly!!!!!! so i can work again, getting sunday fear off my mind!

3:00 PM

~My Melancholy~

Friday, February 13, 2009

{ Chicago - Hard To Say I'm Sorry }

"Everybody needs a little time away," I heard her say, "from each
other."
"Even lover's need a holiday far away from each other."
Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to stay.

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.

Couldn't stand to be kept away just for the day from your body.
Wouldn't wanna be swept away, far away from the one that I love.
Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to know.
Hold me now.
I really want to tell you I'm sorry.
I could never let you go.

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.

After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you. I promise to.

You're gonna be the lucky one.

12:42 AM

~My Melancholy~