I HAVE NO CLUE TO WAT MY FATHER IS THINKING. HIS BAD TEMPER IS REALLY MAKING ME ANGRY FOR SOME REASON. I FULL BODY ACHE DUE TO MOVING OF STUFFS AND WANTED MEDICINE TO APPLY FOR THE MUSCLE RELAXATION. AND WAT THE FUCK, HE SCOLDED ME SAYING I GIVING EXCUSES FOR NT EXERSICING. BUT PPL REALLY BODY ACHING AND HE STILL SCOLD ME. WAT IS HE THINKING. NEVER THOUGHT OF MY FEELING. EVERYTIME SCOLD ME FOR THE REASONS I AM NOT SUPPOSE TO BE SCOLDED. WAT IS THIS????
HE THINK I DON WAN TO GO??? I REALLY BODY ACHING. HOW COME HE IS LIKE THIS. I DON UNDERSTAND ANYMORE. 11th JUNE PLS COME FASTER. I WANT TO BE AWAY FROM ALL THIS SCOLDINGS. I ALMOST CANNOT TAKE IT LE. NO ONE BELIEVE ME ANY LONGER.
A memory forgotten, a love left unsaid. The wish to be loved, but seems impossible
HIAZ. WAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING.... STRESS OVER WORK, FAMILY AND ALOT MORE. CAN I REALLY HANDLE ALL THIS STRESS. I MEAN CAN I? NOW HE IS REPEATING AND REPEATING THE SCOLDING. HIAZ I REALLY FEEL THAT I SHOULD BE DEAF SOON IF THIS KEEP ON.
6:35 PM
~My Melancholy~