[MY Life]

Looking out at my workdesk
i am thinking
Whats wrong with the surrounding
isit me? or isit some other things?
the world darkness seems to be surrounding
more and more till there is no light
i will be lost in darkness really soon
wandering how to get out
or i do really want to go out
trying to be what i am
but why people have a problem with me?
i tried to be different, be a little
but i think people do not see what i do
isit right or wrong i do not want to know
but the only thing is i got friends that trust
know what to think is right
only those i trust will be the ones to hold
the key that i hidden
the path that leads to where i am
a way to know what i think
a world full of my fave and the things all fave
but those who hold the keys will be the one that
know me well
know my sense
know my style
know me well
but those who intrude to see this
try know me better
you will find out something.
i will not say anything
i will accept everything shoot at me
but if is one who stepped over the line
i will not bother to care
i just wan my life to live normal
i just want to watch what i like
i just want to say things i want
play the games, friends that i can open up to
i really want to see the light again someday
but for now ........
the darkness in me is winning
may the dark force goes away soon

~My Melancholy~